Thank God For Friends!
December 15, 2005
When I’m feeling at my all time lowest, I can always rely on my crazy friends to cheer me up in some form or way. (My best bud JD is on the left, and I’m on the right). How should I describe today for all you kiddies out there? It was shit. I’m failing all my classes (Parenting, Art, and Biology) and no matter what I do to pull up my mark it doesn’t seem to be having any affect what-so-ever on those grades. They either stay low or get lower. Plus, I’m sorry to say this but Holena has pushed me over the edge. I’m so sick of her whining and complaining I could smack her with something! She makes everything to be about her and its driving me crazy! Today, her knees were sore and she needed help from people to carry just a few objects to her locker. Plus she goes on and on about how shes got low iron in her blood and is anemic and has to take iron pills everyday. I’m sitting there in Art class, listening to her moan and complain about how it sucks taking iron pills everyday nodding in agreement while secretly wanting to pull my hair out. Hey, things would be totally different if she didn’t do it every minute of everyday. Anyone who knows her will agree with me…
Sorry folks, that’s what I usually do. I take out all my frustration on a small piece of the pie instead of getting to the root of my problem, probably because I don’t always know what that problem is. I get annoyed very easily by people. Holena is one of those people you just wanna smack with your shoes and say WALK ONE DAY IN THESE BITCH, hoping it will shut her up. At lunch she demanded I hold her fries, I said no rudely and then she added please. I felt like shoving those fries in her face. I mean come on why the hell can’t she hold the fries herself? Sitting down isn’t such a complicated task - oh but it is when your Holena with low iron and sore legs. Hello - my legs are sore practically every day of the fricking year and I manage to hold my own goddamn fries! Like duh how retarded can you get? Not only was I extremely peeved by the mere demand that I hold her frigging fries, I was in the middle of a conversation with the guy I like (or the guy I think I like, I’m not quite sure though. Teenage hormones, gotta love em).
Actually, if you were to fall victim to Holena’s “listen to me bitch and complain”, you’d probably laugh. She takes the tiniest little things and acts like their horrible, and beyond repair. “I’m sad, I’m very sad and I don’t know why” perhaps its because you look like a frigging horses ass…I mean, why Holena? Yes I care and want to hear you whine about nothing for another 25 minutes! Grr.
Holena’s not the only person to fall victim to my wrath, there’s McDykester who’s a complete idiot. I mean, McDykester’s actually what you’d call a chick but really, who knows? McDykester is constantly hitting on Skid Head…which pisses me off because he lets her touch him (I tease him and say its because its the only action he can get, oh boy aren’t I funny) McDykester is one of those people who annoys me for every possible reason by just walking into the room. She smells of weed because she’s always smoking it, hoping it will make her look cool. We tell her she stinks everyday but she still doesn’t take the hint. McDykester actually asked Skid Head to semi after me. Bet she was pissed to find out he was going with me, I loved bragging about how much fun we had too. Just because I dislike McDykester beyond belief, for everything she stands for really. The pot smoking teenage girl who sleeps with every guy interested (luckily for the world that isn’t a lot so STDs don’t really get passed around by her).
Another person completely on my “piss off” list? That would be this kid who likes me and is a complete dork. I’ve never met the guy, he’s my friends friend and I talk to him online sometime. He tells me over and over again that we should get together and hang out. Yeah, that’s right, I’m actually bitching because someone likes me and wants to spend time with me. Honestly though, I should write a manual on how I want certain guys to woe me. In this guy’s case, I’d rather he didn’t try to woe me at all. I’m not in the mood to date any guys at the moment, as I’m still nursing my wounds from a relationship that just blew up in my face. Plus this guy is NOT the kind of guy I picture myself dating, even for a little while. I mean the guys into Dragon Ball Z, how cool is he? Currently he’s giving me worthless advice on something or another, I’m not reading what he’s writing. When guys try to hard, that’s a major turn off for me. I mean this guy rated me on my rate the girls page on my website ten out of ten, and didn’t rate anyone else. Talk about trying to score brownie points. Dude is getting seriously annoying, so meet my friend the block button. Goodbye.
I probably sound like a major bitch…. but to those who earn my respect I’m not. Those who know me know that I’m venting out my frustration and pain in the only way I know how.
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