Sitting Here
November 23, 2007
I am sitting here, trying to think about something to write in this post. There are so many things on my mind that I would love to blog about (since I find blogging ever so therapeutic) but I just can’t. The one thing I want to talk I can’t, as airing that kind of dirty laundry is frowned down upon. I don’t want to piss anybody off…so I won’t say anything about it. Then there is the thing that I always end up talking about. But I refuse to talk about that one thing I always end up talking about today (even though I sort of am). Instead, I’m going to talk about something that I find completely devastating.
According to Stephenie Meyer’s official website, they have hired the actress to play Bella Swan in the Twilight movies. For those of you who missed out on my reviews on all three of the books and don’t know that I am completely obsessed with the Twilight series, an amazing thriller-romance series by Stephenie Meyer - my new favourite author, well go read those posts…or take my word for it. I am completely obsessed with the Twilight series. Those three books were three of the best books I have ever read.
Anyway, for quite some time now, after reading that they were planning on making a movie based on the novel, I have had this silly dream of being the actress who gets to play Bella Swan. If you read the book, and if you read my blog…it’s like Bella Swan was written based on me. Perhaps you’d notice the similarities more if you knew me in person, but in any case…it was my dream to star in the Twilight movies.
But that dream is gone now, because the actress who will be playing Bella Swan in the Twilight movie is Kristen Stewart. She better do a good job, or I’ll be doubly upset.
Ya I know, I am such a loser. This is why I’m sitting at home on a Friday night.
Although I was going to go to a party with that random guy I met on the first day of school way back in September, however plans fell threw…again…just like they fell through the first time we planned to party together. The first time, I had thought he stood me up. So I called Gibby and JD and they came over to hang out with me. Then I got several text messages asking me where I was because he was waiting for me at the school. Opps. This time, the plans fell through because the party moved to a bar.
Oh well. I guess I’ll start research Aboriginal traditional medicines for chronic pain. I have no idea if such things exist yet. My presentation for that class is on Wednesday, and I haven’t started researching yet. I’m frustrated with the group I’m in because they are over complicating things. There are 6 of us in a group, and this one person had the amazing idea of each of us doing our own “section”. There isn’t enough material for that, but whatever. I’ll look anyway.
I’m proud of me for not talking about certain things…is everybody else proud of me?
November 23rd, 2007 at 9:37 pm
< ![CDATA[First, I'm proud of you... although if you need to talk about it, then hell just talk about it.
Second, since you were the one who turned me onto those books, I agree... you should be the actress. In fact... seeing Kristen Stewart is a little disappointing... but I'm actually glad they are making the books into movies... now I need to finish the second and third ones before they come out.]]>
November 23rd, 2007 at 11:05 pm
< ![CDATA[I'm proud of you too. For loads of reasons.
And you should totally be the actress for Twilight. I haven't read the books (can I borrow them at Christmas - I'll even leave Thomas as collateral!) but I would give you the moon if you wanted it so let me make some calls....oh hell, I don't know anybody. LOL!
xoxo]]>
November 24th, 2007 at 1:35 am
< ![CDATA[I love Twilight... I think she'll do alright. We'll see. She's pretty, I guess]]>
November 24th, 2007 at 8:27 am
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I think repressing things is a much better idea then over analyzing it and upsetting myself further more though, but I probably will end up talking about it again…
Karen; Um…borrow them? My precious books? We’ll have to think about this…it depends on how super you make my new layout
lol. Techincally, you sort of know somebody in “the business” anyway.
Amanda; yes but I’M prettier
hahah that was funny, I crack myself up!]]>
November 24th, 2007 at 8:27 am
< ![CDATA[*technically, Bella isn't gorgeous or anything anyway...]]>
November 24th, 2007 at 9:58 am
< ![CDATA[Oh get over yourself.]]>
November 24th, 2007 at 7:07 pm
< ![CDATA[She's hot! Not that you wouldn't have been awesome, of course.
Since I never bought the last two books in the Twilight series, I put those, plus her new book, on my wish list for my family to buy me for Christmas.
And I think you should blog about everything you want to - that's the point of a blog. Just ask your awesome cousin to make it capable of doing private posts.]]>
November 25th, 2007 at 12:30 am
< ![CDATA[Excuse me, "Bella“, but you came to my blog to read what I have to say. If you don’t like it, don’t read it and get over yourself.
Avitable; sounds like a plan, I will definitely drop her an email.]]>
November 25th, 2007 at 12:32 am
< ![CDATA[You can make any post password protected in your Write Page by adding a password and then giving it to people so they can read. :)
That's it, thats all!]]>
November 25th, 2007 at 12:35 am
< ![CDATA[You can also set post levels for people who log in: http://fortes.com/projects/wordpress/postlevels>
November 30th, 2007 at 10:20 pm
< ![CDATA[I'm always proud of you.]]>