Absolutely…stable?
March 1, 2008
Wow. This is the first time in a while that each day this week I’ve woken up…slightly happy. It’s a strange, odd feeling. I can’t put my finger on just where it comes from either. All I know is that I’m looking forward to each day again. I try to see my friends often, because I hate sitting at home. I do wish I had my license and a job, but I’m working on the license bit. I can’t really help it if there are no places near by hiring…
I feel…lighter. Almost like I weigh nothing. I find that I am having to fake a smile less often then I did before. I’m less cranky. I want to talk to people. I want to do things. It’s crazy insane.
I think I have started to accept things that I cannot change. I’m learning how to love myself, which is wicked.
Maybe it also has a little something to do with Booth…he isn’t like anybody else I’ve dated, what with the mature views on relationships. I guess it helps that he’s older then anyone I’ve dated and he knows what a relationship shouldn’t be like, just like me. I can talk to him easily, from subjects like past boyfriends/girlfriends to favourite types of candy. He thinks I’m amazing and breath taking too. Even if we weren’t dating, he is someone I could easily be friends with. It’s a benefit that I can have a new friend and a boyfriend 
He compliments me at completely random times, when I’m not expecting it. Although I have several flaws (ya know, the extra bones and the scars etc) he doesn’t see them. He’s also totally hot …which helps 
I’m stoked that I’m feeling better about myself, and that I have started to actually face my problems head on. I’m not not dealing with them anymore.
The only slightly bummer thing about my day today is my throat is very sore. Some of the members at camp had a bug, and I seem to have contracted it by helping them so I came home to sleep it off. I was going to go see 10,000 B.C with Booth tomorrow, but I just realized that it doesn’t come out until Friday 
I’d still like to hang out with Booth though, he’s an awesome cuddler and what else do you want when you’re sick other then cuddles and soup?
March 1st, 2008 at 9:13 pm
< ![CDATA[You two and your eyes... piercing and beautiful.
You have bedhead. :D (Sorry, I know how to focus, honest.)
It's so important to learn how to love yourself. I'm really glad you are learning this now instead of when you're 97.]]>
March 1st, 2008 at 11:19 pm
< ![CDATA[Poppy; that’s how my hair normally looks thanks to winter, hats, and Booth purposely messing it up to annoy me :)]]>
March 2nd, 2008 at 2:41 am
< ![CDATA[Very cute. Both of you.
Amanda’s last blog post..Who’s That Knocking At My Door?]]>
March 2nd, 2008 at 12:01 pm
< ![CDATA[Now, have you learned to love yourself?
Or have you learned to love yourself?
Inquiring minds want to know.
Avitable’s last blog post..Lazy Sunday XXXIX]]>
March 2nd, 2008 at 12:17 pm
< ![CDATA[OMG YOU PERV.
hehehehehe]]>
March 2nd, 2008 at 12:20 pm
< ![CDATA[Me? No way! :D
Avitable’s last blog post..Lazy Sunday XXXIX]]>
March 2nd, 2008 at 12:24 pm
< ![CDATA[:D]]>
March 2nd, 2008 at 1:35 pm
< ![CDATA[Hi Sarcastica, I'm trying to contact you but the form on your contact page isn't working! I'm a UK based journalist researching an article on teen bloggers for a British magazine called Sugar.
Your blog was recommended to me by Zach from teenbloggers.com as I'm
I'm based in London and am hoping to find some cool teen girls who blog about their lives/friends/relationships/school or college who would be up for being interviewed about it and possibly pictured in the mag (Sugar is aimed at 15-20 year old girls and published here by the same company that publishes ELLE - visit the site at http://www.sugarscape.com).
Do let me know if you’d be interested - we could do the interview over email if you prefer - my address is lauramillar1@aol.com.
Speak soon
Laura Millar]]>
March 2nd, 2008 at 2:54 pm
< ![CDATA[Congrats, sweetie. I'm happy you're happy.
vulgarwizard’s last blog post..Moving Speech]]>
March 2nd, 2008 at 10:51 pm
< ![CDATA[I love the picture, you both look really good together. I knew something or someone good had to come along, life was being really bad to you lately.
Gaby’s last blog post..Somehow unexpected]]>
March 3rd, 2008 at 7:31 pm
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Avitable; You would ask that…lmao!
Poppy; Psst…he’s totally a perv!
Laura Miller; an email is on it’s way to you! And I shall check out the website!
Vulgarwizard;
YAY! I’m happy I’m happy too!
Gaby; Suppose I do deserve to hear I told you so, eh?]]>
March 5th, 2008 at 2:15 am
< ![CDATA[[...] aside…yesterday I did an interview (through email) for a feature on teen bloggers in Sugar magazine. It was pretty cool, I liked being interviewed it made me feel like…famous or [...] ]]>